Tuesday, March 11, 2014

An Experiment

I am having the same issues I had in the first semester, I cannot find myself any motivation to actually do work.  I have no idea why this is happening, and I do not have any reason for this to be happening, yes work sucks, but other than that I can find no reason for my not feeling any need to actually do work for school.  It's not logical at all and I have been close to diagnosing myself with some sort of psychological calamity, as nothing else seems to be going wrong.  It's like when one thing goes right everything goes right but when one thing goes wrong everything goes wrong.

I was looking at the differences between this semester and last semester, for example last semester:

I worked 35 hours a week on average
I made almost straight A's
I had a 16 hour work load at school
I had more friend gatherings
I had not had work lying to me
I had an awesome math teacher
No anxiety attacks
Had one online class

This semester:

I work between 20-30 hours at most
I am not making an A in anything except Music Appreciation
Different math teacher
 3 anxiety attacks so far
I have dropped one online class
I had signed up for 2 online classes
Crashed my car a few days ago, but no injuries


The things that seem to be consistent is the amount of work I was doing as well as good emotions seemed to correlate with my good grades, I will need to dissect to figure out if a combination of both working harder and better emotions will cause my grades to increase.  Please stand by for results.

1 comment:

  1. I think this directly correlates with the friend issue. Make new friends. . .

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