Regret

Sometimes I wonder what I'm doing with my life.  None of the things I'm doing are things I have pictured myself doing.  In the past, I did not ever picture myself being treated like an idiot for the rest of my life.  Now I do.  I am so tired of idiots acting like I am the idiot here just because my life does not revolve around theirs.  Why do idiots get the idea that just because they are older, they are supposedly wiser?  Why do people in power treat everyone around them as if they are not good enough to sniff their shoes?  Granted, not everyone in power treats others like this, but quite a bit of the time, this is exactly what happens.  I am so sick of this, mainly because I don't believe any of these people are even slightly worth more than me on a normal basis, the only thing that ever makes me believe this is the fact that I have such a hard time getting a stupid date. 

I am slightly sick of women needing men to help define their self-value, especially me being one of them, but there is not enough in my life to help me out with that, mainly because I made a few mistakes last semester, that I'm actually scared will haunt me for the rest of my life (gpa).  Have any of you made any mistakes you regret?

Extended Family and Frito

Lately I have been smothered by extended family, not much else has been going on except for more work.  New people keep coming into work and I found out the newest manager is officially the biggest neat freak I have ever seen.  He got mad at me for not wiping off the silver part that slopes into the trashcan hole.  I was annoyed because he made me stay after for 2 hours yesterday until the lobby got to be HIS definition of clean.  I ended up doing part of his job yesterday and being annoyed that he deemed my time to be much less important than his. Let's call him "Frito," mainly because I really want some Fritos right now and his voice reminds me of the Frito Bandito. Frito proceeded to tell me that the day before I had apparently left the lobby dirty, and said he would be checking behind me before I left.  The only way he could have made this insult worse was the fact that he was telling me this in a crowd.  I let it go, then proceeded to do as he asked, sweeping every square inch of the carpet, then came for him to check the lobby, waited for him to finish his conversation with a friend of his.  Frito looked right at me and ignored me as he kept on talking, I waited 2 more minutes before walking off to do something else, getting even more pissed.  I work my butt off then get treated as if I'm worthless?  I don't think so.  What are your thoughts on this, what would you have done, if not let it go?